#oops my hand slipped and spilled all this gay smut on the chapter!

[bolbianddolanhouse]

!BNHA self insert AU [Book 2]

Beginning of Book 2 Read here to catch up! Part 1

Chapter 12.5: YESSSS! I Got Two Free Tacos.

I wake up to the sound of a cell phone alarm, it’s 7:40 am. Like a little kid, I watched as Hoshi got up to prepare for their training. Sensei gave me an assignment to do in the meantime. That sucked, but I would glance up every now and then to see everyone in action. How cool that I’d be up there with them!

“Iida-chan I-”

“Ewww don’t call me that” I spat in disgust as the class rep approached me.

“RIGHT! Sorry, I usually address you as Iida-san” he took off his head-gear “I thought maybe you’d be okay with a more endearing suffix.”

“I never am, but what were you going to say?”

“I was going to ask you if you’d like to go on a little trip with me?” He asked, nerves getting the best of him “Because it might help you remember something.”

“Actually, that might work Hashima-kun” Hoshi butted in “You might remember a whole lot from accompanying him Lili.”

“Um alright” I accepted “but I’m only going because he said it was okay, I was going to say no otherwise.”

Hoshi helped me pick out clothes, perfume and make up. Even which purse to take! It was a little weird that he chose every little detail.

“Okay, you’re ready to go!” Hoshi said as he finished fussing over my hair “I think that’s how it’s supposed to go- Oh! I should text him to see if he’s ready.”

I put my phone and a few other items in my purse “I still don’t know what’s the big deal?”

“You see, you had a memorable experience with Hashima-kun almost a year ago” he said not looking up from his phone “If this triggers your memory, it just might help you remember everyone here.”

“If you put it like that,” I sighed, looking at myself in the mirror on last time “then I’ll try my best!”

He walks me down to the commons room to meet up with the class rep. We go to downtown, every now and then stopping to ask me if I remember anything. After refusing his boba drink, showing my boredom at the hero museum and getting a little hangry at the bookstore...I didn’t remember anything other than my distaste for boba.

“Hehehe did you have any fun?” the class rep asked, fully knowing the answer.

“I don’t get it? Hoshi said this was one of my memorable experiences” I pouted and looked at the class rep “Are we...secret lovers?”

He choked on air “We uhh- erm- no, we aren’t lovers” he gulped “I asked you out, we went on a date and for weeks after I thought we were something. But then you said you didn’t really like me and apologized for not telling me sooner.”

“Oh...well I was right” I broke it to him “We don’t vibe well at all! I was really worried there for a second that I settled for the first guy that asked me out or something.”

“That hurts Iida-san” he said clutching his heart “at least when you broke my heart the first time, you went easy on me!” He chuckled a bit and held my hand “Maybe this next part will trigger something.”

“Hm? What happened at this point?” I asked as we turned to face the dorms.

“I lead you over here” he said leading the way “right here, where nobody could see us.” He made eye contact with me “and here I told you ‘Thank you for giving me a chance’ with this” he kissed my hand.

“Oh...” I responded.

“Did you remember anything?”

“I- didn’t feel anything” I furrowed my brow “I don’t get it?”

He sighed “I knew this might’ve happen” he retracted his arms “You’re in love with Togata-kun, deep down, you have those feelings. I could only wish I was like him so I could get all your attention and spend all my time with you.” He turns to walk up the stairs “But you don’t need me to tell you all that, I’ve just broken my own heart again. I still like you Iida-san but even I know Togata-kun is the better match in this game, I’ll forfeit while I still have the chance.”

I watch him make his sad walk up the stairs, and I was trying to remember things. I make my way to my dorm room and throw myself on the bed.

“Anything?” asked Hoshi as he swiveled on the desk chair to face me.

“No, this sucks!” I hugged my pillow “I really want to remember things, my birthday is in 5 days and I want to have things back to normal.” I start to shake “It’s scary not knowing who I became in all those years. I sound like an amazing hero in the making but why and how?!” the tears welled up in my eyes “What makes me so exceptional?”

Hoshi walks up to the bed and kneels to meet me at eye level “Lili, you’ve grown so much here. I want you to trust that you’re amazing! You’ve saved me multiple times, you act upon instinct, you never think about giving up on anything” he wiped my tears “Don’t cry, just like you’ve shown me, I won’t give up on you either! Not just as a hero but as your friend, I’ll help you.”

I sat up “Really? I’ve saved you?”

“Yes, you kept my secret and accepted who I am” he beamed “that was the moment we became friends! But before that, at the entrance exam, you saved me right before the big mecha crushed me. It was so cool to see your rockets in action and how high we flew before crash landing in the safe zone!”

“Really? Wait, what was I wearing?” I asked curiously.

“You wore a pink track suit, I think you still have the bottoms” he said as he stood up to look through my drawers “You unraveled the zip up top to fasten me onto you, so it’s destroyed. But I’ve seen you wear it to weekend training and- OH found it!”

He tosses me the track pants and upon running my fingers on the cloth, I remembered the exam. “WAIT! I’m remembering!” I said, wide eyed “You were trapped under some debris and I did that reckless rescue and we both got hurt.”

“That’s great! What else do you remember?”

“I remember going home and wondering if you were alright” It was coming back to me “then waiting for my acceptance letter, the drive to the first day and... then I formally met you.”

Hoshi was in near tears “That’s right, we did a proper introduction on the first day!” he sat on the bed again “anything else?”

“That’s all I remember” I responded, rubbing my eyes “I guess I should figure out the next parts of that first part of the school year.”

“Has anything sensei given you helped you remember?”

“It’s helped me remember that I wrote them down in my notebook” I stretched my arms “but I don’t remember anything in between lessons.”

“Hmmm, then I guess I’ll just have to trigger them back” he pondered a bit “you want to go to the commons room and see what happens?”

We go and sit around the commons room and try to see what will bring back my memories. In that time, I remembered most of my classmates, some of the dumb things I said in class, the coffeemaker I brought from home and how my room used to be. What’s really bothering me is that I’m not remembering Hoshi becoming friends with me. I’m sure we are since he’s a boy and we share a dorm room, but the more I look at him, the more I’m curious about him. We go about the rest of our day and our nightly routine.

“Can you brush my hair Lili?” asked Hoshi as he handed me his brush.

“Do I usually brush your hair?”

“Yes, on hair washing days, you brush mine and I brush yours” he sat in his usual spot with his back against the bed “it’s just something we started doing when we dormed together.”

I start brushing his hair “What else do we do together?”

“We used to share a bed, it wasn’t awkward or anything, because we’re comfortable with each other” he mentioned “We’d eat lunch together, at the same spot in the courtyard at school. You’d share your food with me, one time you gave me your Twinkie.”

“I gave you a Twinkie?!” I was shocked “Wow, you’d have to be my best friend for me to give you my Twinkie! I don’t share my American snacks.”

“I get the hype” his chuckled “You taught me how to dance, you’ve invited me to your home many times, and my most cherished memory of us was when I got kicked out of my dad’s house and you helped me through it.” He smiled “You didn’t want to leave me alone when I stayed at your house for the night, crawled into bed with me and made sure I was okay.”

I stopped brushing his hair “Really? I did that?” I put the bush down “then, will you, umm- share a bed with me again?”

“Sure! We only stopped because my bed had to be moved up here” he got up on the bed “Okay, it’s your turn.”

When we were ready for bed, we laid down and I put my head on his chest and it was squishy. I didn’t expect it to be like that, but I had the best sleep I’ve had in a few days! Maybe this was the thing I was missing? Hoshi treated me like normal, stopping a few times to check if something triggered my memory. Everyone else treated me like I was a child and it made me commit not feel good. Our circle came by to see how I was doing, which was nice of them, but I didn’t remember them. But they seemed like good people! Elise and Maru visited me, I was in shock when they said they were a thing! I knew they’d end up together. That triggered that kiss I had with Maru, the times I’d run into them in school and other things I remember about their families. The mystery still stands on who Hoshi is and why can’t I remember us being close friends?

-3 days before Lili’s birthday-

“Hoshi, I don’t know if I should have a party anymore” I sighed as I finished sewing something to bide my time “I can’t have fun if I don’t remember the people I wrote on the list!”

“Are you sure?” worriedly asked Hoshi “I mean, it was going to be something simple...but you’ve been looking forward to this since you were 12! And I promised you that I’d make sure things go according to plan.”

“You did?”

“Yeah! We planned so far ahead into our futures” he broke into a smile “No matter what the outcome, we’d be friends and spend all of our free time together. We even promised to plan each other’s wedding!”

“You’d do that for me?” I was touched by this fact.

“Of course, I know you’d want your special days to be prefect” Hoshi pointed at the ribbons in my hair “One ribbon could be the wrong shade of pink and you’d flip!”

I covered my ribbons with my hands and turned red “Came out here to have a good time and I’m honestly feeling so attacked right now!” I joked but it was true, I would go feral if something was the wrong shade.

We spend the day trying to jog my memory, nothing important jogged my memory until later that evening. We were in the commons room after dinner and I heard a bird chirping. My body immediately trembled and my hands felt like somebody was stepping on them.

“Iida-san?! Are you alright?” panicked one of the girls near me.

“I- I don’t know?!” I was on the brink of hyperventilating “My body is acting on its own!” I said as I heel over in panic.

Everyone started talking at the same time to ask if I was okay and if I needed help, but it wasn’t helping. It was making me worse actually, it was scary and I wanted to call out for my mom.

“HEY GIVE HER SPACE!” Hoshi demanded as he pushed through everyone “She’s having a panic attack, I’ll handle this.”

“Are you sure Togata-kun?” asked the class rep “Do you need sensei for this?”

“No, I know what to do” he said as he picked me up “I’ll let you know when I’ll need assistance.”

After that everyone got out of our way and he made a brief stop at our room before heading up to the roof.

“We’re...outside?” I asked, still trembling.

“Yeah, nobody is going to bother us up here” he said as he laid out a blanket “here, get comfortable.”

I get set back down gently and I try to breathe normal “I don’t know why I suddenly got like this. I heard a bird chirping, then I suddenly felt pain in my hands.”

“Oh...that bird chirp didn’t trigger you memory?”

“No, was it supposed to?”

He sat next to me “Well, back in October, you stood up against these two people that attacked me in my dorm room” he took a deep breath “that night was rough for me and I still have trouble talking about it, but you were furious to see that I was hurt. So you did one of the most reckless things you’ve ever done and you got the intel students as your back up as you went to tell sensei. Knowing that the two attackers were still in the dorms and expecting you.”

“I did that?”

“Yup, and you fought them. It looked like you weren’t going to win, one of them got you pinned by the hands and almost broke them” he put my hands in his “but then one of the intel students that can transform into a bird swooped in for the save. I don’t know how things would’ve turned out if you didn’t rise to the occasion, but you won and I knew I could trust you with anything.”

“Maybe I’m having a delayed reaction?” I questioned “That certainly sounds like a traumatizing event for both of us. Even if I did win.”

“Hey, lets not focus on that” he changed the subject and pointed to the sky “look, its a clear night and it’s just us.”

I look up to see the stars, it made me feel calm to the point of laying down on the blanket to star gaze. Doing so made me remember when we star gazed at the training camp. But that’s it, there was a huge gap between the first day of school and the star gazing. After a while, I sat up to carefully hug him from behind.

“Hoshi, I don’t know why” I softly said “but you look familiar, like I’ve met you before the entrance exam.”

“Yea...my dad is Lemillion” he responded “you said the same thing during that first week of school but you didn’t figure out who I was until like 2-3 months after.”

“But I don’t want to take that long to remember you” I hugged him tighter “I want to know already! You’ve been so good to me and I want to know what we are, what did I promise you and am I really worth the trouble?”

“Lili, if I didn’t care, would I do all this to help you remember? If I didn’t care, I would’ve faded into the background and pretend we aren’t friends” he assured “We’re something that labels can’t convey, we got along right away and went through things good and bad hand in hand. And I’m willing to do it all again with you, even the bad ones.”

“Really? You care that much?” 

“Yes, so stop worrying” he leaned his head on mine “You fuss too much over the smallest things, like a little bratty kid.”

That triggered another memory of him telling me his type. And it triggered another thing, my feelings toward him. I didn’t tell him I remembered but it would’ve probably instantly kill me to say it. I’m in love with my best friend...oof.

The days pass and it’s my birthday! I’m not that excited, as I didn’t remember that much more. I remembered the intel students that helped us, making that one really good cup of coffee that I immediately spilled on myself, and some training sessions. It wasn’t the day I planned but Hoshi slapped together something for me. All it did was make me fall for him more and I was embarrassed in myself that I was thinking it. After an...attempt of a cake, I thanked everyone for the effort and excused myself to bed. It was fully 7pm when I threw myself onto the bed.

“Iida-san?” it was the class rep knocking on my door “Open the door, I didn’t get to give you my gift.”

“I, uhhh, rather not be seen right now” I responded, trying not to cry.

“Well, okay then, I’ll just slide this under your door” he said as he grunted “open it up!”

I walk over to see the plainly wrapped package with my name on it. “A...book?” I said after I opened it.

“Yea, it’s Sir Nighteye’s guide to strategy!” he chimed “One of my favorite books, that one is the illustrated edition with pictures of his work. Also I, um, bookmarked a page with something that I made.”

I flip the pages to find an etched piece of thin wood “Its pretty!”

“It’s a piece of oak from my dad’s woodwork. I sometimes do wood etching with my quirk, so I made you a bookmark” he nervously said “it’s not much but I thought you might like a touch of personalization.”

“I appreciate it! Thank you class rep!”

He laughed “After all this time, you still don’t know my name huh? It’s Hashima but I have a feeling you’ll still just call me class rep” he takes a few steps “I’ll leave you alone now, happy birthday again.”

I sit on the bed and try to remember something as I look through the pictures. I stumble upon a picture of Lemillion with Deku before their major debut, and young Lemillion be looking like current Hoshi. And that triggered two memories, the first when I saw them in the flesh at the sports fest and the other when my mom took us to their house to get the rest of Hoshi’s things. I couldn’t remember why that happened but my mom kicked his ass and it was around this time last year. My thoughs were disrupted by the sound of something hitting the sliding glass door. I walk out to the balcony to see Hoshi at ground level.

“Come down here” Hoshi holds his arms out “I’ll catch you.”

I giggle as I put my foot on the railing “Okay, here I go!” I jump and float down with the help of my rockets, right into his arms “What’s up?”

“Wanna star gaze at a super secret location?” Hoshi turned toward the shared field.

“Sure! Have we been there before?”

“Nope, but your mom told us about it when we moved here” he said as he walked “So why don’t we go check it out now?”

He carries me the whole way there, helping me up this tree on the far side of the field. It had an area big enough for three people to sit in and where the branches would be covering the area, were cleared to show the sky. Perfect for star gazing.

“Wow, this is so cool!” I said as I lay on my back “I bet my mom would come here all the time with my dad.”

“She said she did and made some really good memories with him here” he recalled “I wanted to take you here just to relax a bit, I know that cake was a disaster and a half.”

“Yea, who was the genius that frosted it before letting it cool completely?”

“That was Hanagi-san! She has zero patience when it comes to cooking” Hoshi laughed “it wasn’t even cooked all the way! It was all runny in the middle and you’d have eat it with a straw!”

I gagged in disgust “Ew, glad I didn’t have any then!” I laughed and looked at them “But thank you for putting in an effort for something lowkey.”

“You really wanted this and I couldn’t let you down if you wanted to cancel. Everyone wanted to celebrate, even if it was simple” Hoshi turned to face me “But I guess this one goes in the messy pile huh?”

“Yea, can’t wait to tell my mom about it tomorrow” I said, then I remembered the picture of his dad “Hey, I remembered the time we went to get your stuff from your dad’s house. It was a year ago, around this time huh?”

“Yes it was” his expression changed “What else do you remember?”

“That it was a tense situation and my mom beat his ass” I paused to think “Do you hate your dad?”

“To be honest, no” he sighed “He doesn’t have the best emotional understanding and tends to not know how to handle things at home. I know he did the things he did out of frustration and probably regrets it once the damage has been done. I wanted to have a good relationship with my dad because, well, he’s my dad! He shaped me into a hero physically and its one of the best things he’s done for me because I know what to do now.”

“What did you realize?”

“That I am a man, because I want to be a better man than him” he said with confidence “I’m doing the part he wishes he was to my mother before her passing, the friend he wanted to be to others, the brother he’d idolize as a child, the prodigy he wanted to be to his father” he took a deep breath to calm down a bit “I am still his child, somewhere in that man is pleading forgiveness for all the misery and backhanded comments. So once we graduate, I’m going to the his house and tell him my plans and that I forgive him, even if he doesn’t accept me as I am.”

I was in awe and near tears “I love that for you! What else did you have planned for after graduation?”

He turned red and looked away “Well...erm, I was going to say something to someone that I’ve these intense feelings for” he forced himself to look at me “But I think now is a good as a time to say it.”

“You have a crush?! Who is it? Do I know them?!” I gasped in excitement, trying to cover up the fact that I have a crush on him.

He gave me a confused look and laughed “You do know them, and I know them maybe even better than you.”

“Really? Tell me!”

“Well, she’s very fem and absolutely gorgeous” he listed “very unique, funny, talented, the nicest person in the world, strong in so many ways, a role model to many, a lowkey weirdo when they open up around you and most of all” he sat up “She keeps me close and gives me all her attention despite her dense and hard-ass nature. That’s what I love the most about her.”

“Hmm, who could it be” I sat up to think “I don’t think they’re in our class OH! Is it that one girl in our circle, with the purple hair?”

Hoshi couldn’t contain his laughter “You really are that dense huh?”

“What do you mean? Don’t laugh! Who is it?!” I was confused, why was he laughing?

“Oh Lili, don’t ever change” He said as he leaned in to kiss me, lingering on my lips “It’s you, dummy.”

I sat there frozen and shocked as most of the memories I had of Hoshi came back. His secret, the night of the assault, his family history, how big his breast are and his birthday. But more importantly, how much I truly love him.

“Hoshi...you love me?” I asked as the tears streamed down my face. He was too nervous to talk so he nodded in response “Thats a relief, because I love you too.” I kissed him back “And I know this is real, I feel those butterflies in my tummy.”

He turned more red “I know you love me, I’ve known since you gave me that twinkie” he smiled “And every time we do anything together, you’ve shown me love in your special way. I’ve fought the urge to kiss you for so long and I was planning on telling you when we graduated so there wouldn’t be distractions. But even if I waited that long, I knew your heart was mine and I didn’t have to worry competing with anybody.”

“You right” I said as I straddled him “No holding back now Hoshi, I’m yours forever.”

He was taken back by my forwardness “Here? Now? Don’t you want to-”

I didn’t let him finish, I took off my shirt and bra and set it beside us “No, it’s my birthday and I wanna do naughty stuff with my boyfriend” I huffed “Pretty please? I want my man to claim me, body and soul.”

“Those hips are my weak spot” he said longingly as he put his hands on my hip bone, making small circles with his thumbs “Take the lead in this dance Lili, I want to learn these moves.”

Without being explicit, that night went from okay to the best night of my young life. Clumsily figuring out what feels good for hours, nothing crazy but still amazing. We headed back to our dorm and slept in the same bed. In the morning, we excitedly said good morning to each other and kissed before getting up. Nobody questioned our giddy mood, so we weren’t bothered when we packed for two days at my parent’s house. I couldn’t wait to tell my parents that we were in an official relationship! When I did, they started to cry happy tears...and so did uncle Jin and aunty Mimi. So there was a lot to celebrate at home and I was happy things worked out for once. When it was time for bed, I snuck into the guest room and crawled into bed with Hoshi. Just because my dad put a boundary for me to sleep in my own bed doesn’t mean I’ll obey it!

“Oh? What are you trying to do?” I giggled as I felt Hoshi’s hands wrap around me from behind.

“I wanna hold you close” he whispered and kissed my neck.

“Your hands are betraying you love” I flirted as I felt him cup my breast and partially put his hand in my underwear “Be honest, I’ll be honest too” I say as I do the same down his underwear “I promise to be quiet.”

We had a little repeat of last night “Lili, can I give you a bite?” Hoshi asked in the heat of passion.

“Claim me Hoshi” I responded without hesitation, fully knowing what he means.

He pulls back the fabric covering my shoulder and bites down, not letting go until I was finished. He then presented his shoulder to me.

“Bite me back, as hard as you can” he asked “I want it to leave a mark, the mark of my love.”

I bite him and I really didn’t know how hard to go. But then I tasted some blood and stopped to see my mark. The outline of my teeth were pronounced and his mark on me was the same way.

“I want every night to be like this” I say as I look into his eyes “full of love.”

He kissed me “Then lets never part love.”

As I slept, I dreamed of our future together. How things are going to be different once I get all my memories back. I wonder if this is how my parents wanted things to turn out for themselves? We’ll figure things out in the morning and as they come... because I’m with my love and love wins, doesn’t it?

-Chapter 12, End-

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